cognitive?

i think i forgot to mention about how i was thinking about how i SUPPOSEDLY failed the cognitive test i just took to determine whether i had the cognitive skills to drive. i'm not exactly sure how they're graded but i DO know that i didn't sleep well the night before i took it and *gasp* what a coincidence! I ALSO DIDN'T HAVE MY CONCERTA THAT MORNING! i remember taking a few of those in the past and i USED to be able to drive (so i obviously PASSED them). i was thinking.. if i failed that shit, i wouldn't have been able to have the ability to drive my electric wheelchair as well. OR DO THEY ONLY CARE ABOUT "COGNITIVE" SKILLS WHEN IT'S CONVENIENT FOR THEM?! nobody cares enough about me to advocate for me to get my driver's license again and i'm sure they assume the reason why i lost it was because i was drunk driving.. MY LICENSE EXPIRED AND I DIDN'T HAVE A DROP OF ALCOHOL IN MY BODY. THAT'S WHY I DIDN'T HAVE IT TO PARALYZE MY IMMUNE SYSTEM AND PREVENT ME FROM GETTING A TBI. i learned that in the mothers against drunk driving victim impact panels i went to, AMANDA DOESN'T PAY ATTENTION TO THAT THOUGH! IT'S SOMEHOW MORE WORK FOR HER IF I GET MY DRIVER'S LICENSE SO HER PHONY ASS "SUPPORTIVE" ATTITUDE FOR ME TO GET MY DRIVER'S LICENSE ISN'T EVEN SOMETHING SHE FEELS IS CONVENIENT FOR HER TO HAVE. MY GRANDMA WAS FULL OF SHIT. AMANDA IS FULL OF SHIT. MUST RUN ON THAT SIDE OF THE FAMILY.